Tuesday, July 23, 2019

Part of that vision. July 21, 2019 The Rev. David M. Stoddart



Amos 8:1-12

Phillips Brooks is now remembered primarily as the author of “O Little Town of Bethlehem,” but he was an Episcopal priest, and in his lifetime (he died in 1893) he was renowned as a great preacher. And he famously said that “preaching is truth delivered through personality.” That’s a very incarnational statement, acknowledging that God must of necessity speak through the beauties and limitations of human personality. And if that’s true in preaching, it is also true in prophecy. God reveals Godself through the personalities of particular prophets. And those personalities vary quite a bit: Ezekiel was a mystical visionary;  Second Isaiah was a hopeful and embracing person; Hosea’s writing shows a warm and compassionate nature. But then there’s Amos. He was not a warm, fuzzy guy. His was a fierce and angry personality. which can make hearing his words difficult: I will turn your feasts into mourning, and all your songs into lamentation; I will bring sackcloth on all loins, and baldness on every head — you know it’s bad when a prophet starts talking about people going bald!

Perhaps God needed an angry prophet at that moment: Amos wrote in the 8th century B.C.E., at a time when Israel was fat and happy: it was militarily secure and its economy was booming. It may have taken someone like Amos to get people’s attention. But while God spoke through Amos’ angry personality, we need to make sure we don’t make the basic mistake of assuming that God has the same personality. God may speak through an angry person, but that doesn’t mean that God herself is angry: God is not like us that way. And, perhaps more importantly, we should not ignore the message because we don’t like the messenger. What we need to do is to hear the truth being expressed through that personality. Amos may have preached it with ferocity, but what is the truth he is conveying? What is God actually saying through this man?

Well, God is speaking to the people of Israel and saying, “You people act religious. You worship on the sabbath day and offer all the right sacrifices at all the right times — and then you immediately go back to taking advantage of the poor. You’ve rigged a system where the rich get richer and the poor get cheated: you trample on the needy,  and bring to ruin the poor of the land . . . buying the poor for silver and the needy for a pair of sandals.  And you think that God doesn’t see and doesn’t care. But God does see and God does care.”

That’s not an easy message to hear, in part because it is a social message. In some ways, it’s easier to hear about personal sins because I have more control over them, there are ways I can repent and change my behavior. But when God addresses the sins of our society, it can feel overwhelming. There is just so much. Poverty is a crushing reality in our country: around 40 million people live in poverty. You can work 60 hours a week at minimum wage and still not make enough to feed a family, pay rent, and buy health insurance. Racism is real, and it’s not just limited to a few bad apples: it’s systemic, ingrained into our culture. Sexual discrimination, homophobia, xenophobia, and anti-Semitism are unfortunately alive and well. According to the FBI, hate crimes are not only on the rise, but they remain under reported — the problem is worse than we think. In the face of such news, we might be tempted to block it all out — except that God won’t let us block it all out.

And as hard as hearing God address these issues may be, it would be far worse not to hear God at all. And that is the ultimate problem that Amos raises. If the people will not listen, then the worst thing that can happen to them is not fire and brimstone, not lamentation and baldness: the worst thing that can happen is famine — not a famine of food, but a famine of hearing the word of the Lord. If we don’t listen, Amos says, eventually there will be nothing to listen to.

This is the problem in the Gospel today. Every time this passage comes up, I have a dozen people say to me at the door that Martha gets a bum rap, and that they’re on her side: she’s doing all the work and Mary’s just being lazy. Apparently, many people feel this way. You may have heard of Lenten Madness, the church’s version of the NCAA basketball tournament, with 64 saints in brackets vying to win the Golden Halo. Do you know who won this year? Martha! And, hey, Martha’s great in many ways, but good people, in this story, the bottom line is that Martha is not listening! And no amount of busyness makes up for that. All of our actions must ultimately be grounded on hearing the word of God spoken to us. Otherwise, we are just spinning our wheels.

The Church is primarily a listening community. Week by week, we come together to hear the story, to listen as God speaks to us through Scripture, sermons, liturgy, hymns, prayers, and each other. We just spent a week of Summer Celebration, using music, crafts, drama, dancing, and everything at our disposal to help children hear that God is good. And if we are at all faithful, if we are at all attentive, we will hear that God cares about the poor, the powerless, the marginalized, and the needy. And we will hear that God has a dream and a vision of a world where love and justice prevail for all people — and we are all part of that dream, part of that vision. How that will impact us, individually and corporately, is unpredictable. It may lead us to volunteer in the Food Pantry, or get involved in advocacy work for the disadvantaged, or devote more time and energy to racial reconciliation. What we hear on Sundays may influence the way we spend money and the way we vote. And how it changes me may be different than how it changes you. The one thing that is true for all of us is that we are called to listen. The only reason we read from the Bible, the only reason we conclude each reading by saying, “The Word of the Lord,” is that we believe and trust that God wants to speak to God’s people, that God will speak to anyone and to everyone who has ears to hear. May we be among those people who hear.

So be it. Amen.





Monday, July 15, 2019

Mercifully neighbored. July 14, 2019 The Rev. Kathleen M. Sturges




Luke 10:25-37 

Charlottesville isn’t the only place it has happened. Back in 1996 it was Ann Arbor, Michigan. White supremacists held a rally and in response hundreds of people gathered to protest. In that case, though, the two groups were kept separate. Still the atmosphere was tense. And at some point during the rally a middle-aged, white man wearing a Confederate flag t-shirt and sporting a Nazi SS tattoo on his arm was spotted amongst the anti-KKK protesters. A woman with a megaphone cried out, “There’s a Klansman in the crowd!” And the man began to run. Some in the group shouted, “Kill the Nazi!” The man was quickly knocked to the ground, pummeled with kicks and blows. Watching this violence 18 year old Keshia Thomas, an African-American high school student said to herself, “This isn’t right.” And without any thought to her own safety or consideration of who this man was or what he thought of her, she threw herself on top of the stranger shielding him from the blows until he was taken to safety. Keshia’s act of courage and mercy was caught on film and later upon reflection the photographer was quoted as saying, "She put herself at physical risk to protect someone who, in my opinion, would not have done the same for her.” And then he marveled, “Who does that in this world?"

Who does that? A neighbor does that - at least the type of neighbor that Jesus talks about in his story of the Good Samaritan. It all begins one day with a lawyer who asks Jesus, “What must I do to inherit eternal life?” It’s a question that probably all of us have asked at one time or another. We may have phrased it a bit differently like, “Where is God?” or “What is the meaning of life?” or maybe, “What is God’s will for me?” But at the heart of all these questions is the quest to know the truth about life and God and purpose.

Now it’s probably no surprise that instead of answering the question with pat answer Jesus responds with his own query. Throwing the question back to the lawyer, who in Jesus’ day was more like a religious scholar than a modern day attorney, Jesus basically asks, “What do you think?” And this lawyer/scholar answers by quoting scripture, “You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, and with all your soul, and with all your strength, and with all your mind; and your neighbor as yourself.” It’s a perfect, A+ answer. Jesus has nothing to add to it but simply, “Do this, and you will live.”

But the lawyer is not satisfied. He already knew this in his head. Surely there must be more. So he presses the point and asks, “Who is my neighbor?” Jesus responds by telling what has become the familiar story of how one day a man was accosted by robbers, who not only took his valuables but also stripped, beat, and left him for dead on the side of the road. Thankfully, though, someone soon passed by and saw him lying there suffering and in need. But this one didn’t stop. In fact, he avoided him altogether by going to the other side of the road and  continued on his way. After some time, another man came along, saw his need but also opted not to get involved. Finally a third person approached, a Samaritan. He saw the wounded man just as the others did, but there was something more. Jesus says that when the Samaritan saw this man, unlike the others, he was “moved with pity.” The original Greek literally reads, “moved in the bowels” - nowadays we might say something like, “he felt it in his gut.” And when we feel things that deep there’s a knowing that goes along with it. The Samaritan knew the humanity of the suffering one. He recognized that there was, there is a bond that exists between us all that is greater and deeper than anything else which made it possible to look past the fact that this man was likely a Jew. Someone who looked down on his kind. Someone who, if roles had been reversed, probably would not have offered compassion to him. All that faded away as the Samaritan saw him and was moved with that kind of connecting compassion. There was no way he could pass on by. Instead he drew near with mercy and care. 

The lawyer asks, “Who is my neighbor?” But at the end of the story the question that Jesus asks is not “Who is” but “Who was” a neighbor? And once again the lawyer gets the answer right. The neighbor was the one who showed mercy. The one who was not afraid, or distracted, or busy, or had a hundred other excuses. The neighbor was the one who saw the other in need and drew near.

When Keshia Thomas was later asked why she intervened, what made her put herself at risk in order to protect the white man from the assault she said that it was because of her faith. And because she saw him - she saw him as a human being, a human being in need which transcended all of their differences. "I knew what it was like to be hurt," she said. "The many times that that happened, I wish someone would have stood up for me...violence is violence - nobody deserves to be hurt.” That day Keshia Thomas drew near and was a true and merciful neighbor.

Jesus tells us to go and do likewise. To take all the right answers that we have in our heads about love and mercy and grace and put them in our bodies. To act them out in our lives. To really see the others around us - not just the ones that are like us that we bump into day to day but also the ones that we know are suffering in this world and who may seem completely different from us.  Go and do likewise. See and be moved with pity and compassion. Draw near. Be a true and merciful neighbor.

We can do this because we have already been neighbored in just that way. For ultimately Jesus’ story about the Good Samaritan is not so much about us but about God. God who really sees us. Who is moved with pity and compassion. Who draws near to us with unconditional love. Saving us with mercy and grace. God is our neighbor. And as we know this truth in our heads and live it out in our lives we will not only inherit eternal life in some distant future, but we will inhabit that life together - right here and right now.   

Monday, July 8, 2019

As a guest. July 7, 2019 The Rev. David M. Stoddart.



Luke 10:1-11, 16-20

The week before last, I was with our youth community in eastern Kentucky, working with the Christian Appalachian Project. My particular crew had been assigned to a family that lived in a doublewide trailer up on a hillside: our job was to build a deck and handicapped-accessible ramp. And we did it: everyone worked very hard to complete that project in a week. But as satisfying as that was, building it was not the highlight of the week for me. On Tuesday, the husband and wife invited us in for dessert: the woman, who suffers from bad legs and mobility problems, had made us two cobblers: strawberry cobbler and peach cobbler. They were delicious — a real treat. Well, the next day, the husband told us that they had made some beans for us for lunch, so we went inside and found a lot more than beans: there was a beef and potato stew, hot pasta, pasta salad, fried bologna, corn, corn on the cob, cornbread, and, yes, beans, along with cake for dessert. It was amazing: we gladly ditched our sandwiches and dug in. And the last day was even better: they made us a brunch that was nothing less than a feast: fried eggs, egg casserole, bacon, sausage biscuits, gravy, chocolate gravy, pears. We were all gathered around this little table, and the dishes of food were literally piled on top of each other. It was obviously a poor family, and struggling, like many people in that part of the country. Putting on a spread like that had to be sacrificial for them, but they clearly wanted to offer us that kind of hospitality. And as we ate those meals, we weren’t just a bunch of privileged and affluent people riding into town to help them out: we were their guests, receiving from them as much as we were giving to them. I think eating those meals was the most important thing we did all week.

You ever notice how much time Jesus spends eating? He’s always going to dinner parties: his first miracle in John’s Gospel is turning water into wine at a wedding banquet. And, significantly, in all the stories of Jesus eating, he is always a guest. He’s even a guest at the Last Supper, where someone else makes the meal.  And of all the instructions he could have given to his followers when he sent them out two by two, these are the simple instructions given in our Gospel today: Whenever you enter a town and its people welcome you, eat what is set before you; cure the sick who are there, and say to them, ‘The kingdom of God has come near to you.’” Eat what is set before you. Be a guest. Receive hospitality. This is at the heart of Jesus’ own ministry, and it is at the heart of all true evangelism.

I once heard a preacher from another tradition say that our job as Christians is to conquer the world for Christ, and that phrase made me wince. Too many Christians over the centuries have had an imperialistic outlook, bound and determined to convert unbelievers  and make them members of the church . . . or else. But there is no talk of conquest in this passage. The followers of Jesus are not told to convert anyone or persuade anyone to join anything. They are not to be arrogant or domineering in any way. Instead, like Jesus, they are told to be vulnerable and to rely on the hospitality of strangers. Their mission is to walk alongside people, to eat with them, to be friends with them, to care for them. This is the way God’s love is made known to the world . . . which is why we so often miss it.

 I remember when I first learned that lesson as a newly-ordained priest. I was visiting an elderly parishioner, a woman who was pretty isolated and who rarely got any visitors. So I arrived, and she offered me refreshments, and I firmly said no, nothing for me, thank you. And in my mind, I was thinking, “You’re not supposed to serve me, I’m here to serve you. I’m the minister, and I will be the one doing the ministering.” I am embarrassed to think how I must have come across, but I vividly remember the look of disappointment on her face when I told her I didn’t want anything.  At the end of our visit, as I was leaving, I happened to glance in the kitchen and saw a tray with cookies, cake, and tea, all prepared for me — hospitality that I rejected. A missed opportunity. I never made that mistake again.

This is how the reign of God is experienced: in our common humanity, in moments of shared hospitality. Christ comes among us gently and humbly, as a guest. There is a great image from the book of Revelation which I love. Christ says, Listen! I am standing at the door, knocking; if you hear my voice and open the door, I will come in to you and eat with you, and you with me (Rev. 3:20).

So is the message here, “Go let people cook for you!”? Well, yes, sometimes. But it also goes deeper than that. If we are going to be Christ in this world, to be Spirit-filled channels of love, if we are going to experience that love and share that love, then we need to drop our egos and let down our defenses. We don’t always need to be the strong ones and we don’t always have to have all the answers. We just need to be humble enough to give and receive love. I’ve been thinking about that a lot as I have been recovering from throat surgery. Mother Kathleen, Emily, and others  have had to step in and help, and they have done so beautifully. Allowing that to happen has not always been easy, but it has been grace-filled. So often it’s when we are most vulnerable that the Holy Spirit is able to flow most strongly.

I would paraphrase the words of Jesus in our Gospel today like this: Wherever you go this week, meet people where they’re at, and love them for who they are. When they have gifts to offer you, receive them. When you have gifts to share, share them. Trust that when we walk alongside others with good will, God’s love is at work and the peace of God will prevail. Know that when we love like Christ — humbly, vulnerably — the kingdom of God is expanded, and we will all experience the quiet power of that kingdom to heal us and make us whole.




Monday, July 1, 2019

The grace made known to us. June 30, 2019 The Rev. Kathleen M. Sturges




Luke 9:51-62
  
Today at the 9:30 service we are celebrating a baptism which is always a wonderful event. But honestly, there was a time when I didn’t necessarily think so. Back before I became a priest I questioned the rationale of baptizing infants or young children. It seemed a bit ridiculous to me that a child who had no idea about what was going on, who hadn’t professed any belief in God, who, except for being cute, really hadn’t done anything at all in his or her life was baptized into the Christian faith. But because my focus was so much on what I perceived as the worthiness of the one being baptized I totally missed seeing what was really going on. For the wonder and truly awesome nature of baptism is not found in the person who is getting baptized but in the God in whose name we baptize. A God who is love. And that love is never in question. There’s nothing we can do to earn or deserve it. In fact, when it comes to love there is no earning or deserving. Love just is. And God loves so much that each and every one of us - no matter our age, our understanding, our abilities - are all invited to come and be baptized in the name of the Father, and the Son, and the Holy Spirit so that from that moment forward we can grow even more fully in relationship with God. For in baptism a deep and irrevocable bond that is created which is witnessed to in word and deed as the priest anoints the newly baptized with oil while declaring, “You are sealed by the Holy Spirit in Baptism and marked as Christ’s own for ever.” Wow. That is amazing grace.

But how does that stack up when we set it against our reading this morning from the gospel of Luke when Jesus encounters some would-be followers? Skimming the surface of the story it may be hard to see that generous grace at work. Like when Jesus says to one person along the way, “Follow me.” The response is a yes but it includes a request to first go back and bury his father - which sounds reasonable enough to me. Yet Jesus replies, “Let the dead bury their own dead.” And to another who’s ready to go, right after he says goodbye to his household, Jesus declares, “No one who puts his hand to the plow and looks back is fit for the Kingdom of God.” Now if this means that disciples are expected to turn their backs on those they love and follow Jesus with a never failing faith, one without any doubt, hesitation, or question then I imagine that we all are sunk.

But perhaps there’s more to it than that. What if Jesus isn’t saying that life in Christ is an either/or proposition - either follow me or live your life - but rather a both/and experience. I believe that’s what’s going on here. Notice that both potential followers ask to take care of other business before following Jesus. Both say something like, “Sure, I'll follow you, but first let me go and do something else.” That’s the issue here. The “but first” tendency we all have in our response to following Jesus. Am I the only one who sometimes thinks or prays something along the line of, “Yes, Lord, I will follow, I will pray, I will give, I will serve, I will forgive, I will whatever, but first I need to get a job, pay the bills, do the laundry, raise the kids, make this move, get to retirement...” You fill in the blank. The problem comes when we treat being a disciple as one among many chores of life. Another thing to do. Something to fit in between other demands and responsibilities. But this approach is deeply flawed and couldn’t be further from the truth. For life in Christ is all encompassing, full-time, 24/7. There’s no way it can be compartmentalized or divided. So it really shouldn’t surprise us when Jesus refuses to accept the “Sure I’ll follow you, but first let me…” approach. I wonder what Jesus would have said if he had heard, “Yes, I will follow you and I will go bury my father.” Or “I will follow you and bid my family goodbye.” For the call to follow is a call to a way of life, a way of being, of loving, of serving, of sacrificing in the midst of engaging in all the ordinary tasks of life.

Which, quite frankly, is easy to preach but much harder to do. And as an example of that we need to look no further than to the very beginning of our reading. Jesus is journeying towards Jerusalem. He sends messengers on ahead to the next village so that preparations can be made. But, we are told, the villagers do not receive Jesus. Indignant, James and John, not just any old run-of-the-mill followers, but part of the inner circle of disciples, boldly ask Jesus, “Lord, do you want us to command fire to come down from heaven and consume them?” To which Jesus answers with a rebuke. We do not know what the actual words were, but we do know that Jesus’ whole life and mission speaks that rebuke - a rebuke of the impulse we all have at times to lash out and hurt others when we feel hurt or threatened. Now I don’t want to judge, but I think it’s safe to say that James and John epically failed here. Yet Jesus doesn’t tell them to hit the road. Get lost. That they are no longer fit for the Kingdom of God. Instead they continue on, together, on the journey, the journey that leads to Jerusalem where Jesus will reveal to them and to us the truly amazing grace of God’s good news - that love is greater than hate, and life is greater than death.

It is into the fullness of that love and that life that we are all called to live and to follow - knowing and trusting that even when we experience our own epic failures the love of God will never fail us, never turn us away. That is the grace made known to us in baptism. We are sealed by the Holy Spirit and marked as Christ’s own for ever.

Monday, June 24, 2019

Invitation to encounter. June 23, 2019 The Rev. Kathleen M. Sturges




1 Kings 19:1-15a

If I say to you “Old Testament prophet” what comes to mind? A man, perhaps? Yes, you’d be right about that. The vast majority of prophets were men, but I can’t help but mention that there were actually few female prophets, but that’s for another sermon. Back to my original question, what comes to mind when you think of an Old Testament prophet? Probably a man. Maybe a man who is oddly dressed, even for the times. Likely someone really close to God. But perhaps someone who seems a bit crazy and on the fringes of society? All to say that prophets are typically people that we immediately identify with, not someone with whom we think we have much in common.

But perhaps the prophet Elijah might change our minds. Although he does fit many of the stereotypes, he’s more than just a one-dimensional biblical character. He’s a mixed bag, just like we all are, full of both darkness and light. The prophet Elijah does have his moments of glory being large and in charge, fiercely and confidently proclaiming the word of the Lord. But there are also times when we see a softer side of the prophet, like when he shows mercy to a foreign, pagan widow and her dying son. And yet there’s more, he also embodies a frightening quality of religious extremism as he oversees the mass killing of 450 false prophets - which is where we come into the story in our reading from the book of 1 Kings.

Queen Jezebel has just heard the news of the slaughter of her pagan prophets. Understandably, she is enraged and breathes threats that Elijah will soon meet the same deadly fate. Overcome by fear, Elijah runs for his life out into the wilderness where the frightened, despondent, and exhausted prophet finally drops beneath a scraggly tree where he informs God that he’s done. "It is enough,” he says so, “now, O LORD, take away my life, for I am no better than my ancestors.” But God has other plans. God fortifies Elijah with food and sends him to journey onto Mt. Horeb, the mountain of God.

There Elijah enters a cave where God speaks, “What are you doing here, Elijah?” To which Elijah responds with a tale of woe. A litany of how he’s been working so hard to do the right thing. How everyone else has fallen away or been killed. And now, now, he cries, “I alone am left” - which technically is not true - there are others, but in his despair he completely feels that way. And God doesn’t argue the point, but instead offers an invitation, an invitation of encounter. “Go out,” God says, “and stand on the mountain for the Lord is about to pass by.”

And then comes earth, wind, and fire - no, not the 1970’s pop band - but a spectacle of nature. First  a rushing wind, a wind so mighty that mountains are split and rocks are broken. Next, the very ground shakes and trembles below Elijah’s feet. Then finally, a consuming fire. All this power, all this greatness, all this spectacle and yet, we are told, that the Lord was not in any of it. Rather it’s only when things settle down, when the ruckus ceases that Elijah encounters something. Something that’s clearly hard to put into words. It’s called a sound, but it’s not really a sound. Many have referred to it as a still small voice, but it’s not exactly that either. Our translation identifies it as “a sound of sheer silence.” In the original Hebrew it’s, “A voice of thin silence.”

But whatever you call it, it is holy and it is mysterious, and God is in it. So leaving the cave, Elijah goes out. And from the beckoning silence God asks the same question as before, "What are you doing here, Elijah?" And Elijah gives the very same answer, the same tale full of despair and isolation. His sense of his circumstances haven’t changed even in the midst of this holy encounter which may be a reflection of how we all can get stuck sometimes and see our lives in only one incomplete way.  Regardless, God doesn’t dwell on Elijah’s answer. Clearly the best way to move Elijah forward is by simply directing him in the next thing he is to do. In this case, “Go, return on your way to the wilderness of Damascus.” And that’s all the information Elijah gets. He doesn’t know what the plan is once he gets to Damascus. Where exactly should he go. What he should do. Whom he should meet. Many questions are left unanswered.

Now none of us, I would venture to say, lives the life of an Old Testament prophet, yet Elijah’s story is not so different than ours. Likely we too have known moments of triumph, experienced seasons of strong faith and conviction. Then sorely missed the mark, acting in ways that have been destructive and deadly to others. While at other times found ourselves in the wilderness of despair where all seems lost. But no matter what condition we find ourselves in, as God did with Elijah, so God does with us. She meets us where we are, beckoning us with a type of silence that speaks volumes. Our continuing task is to attune ourselves to this invitation of encounter with the holy. But in order to do that we must recognize that whatever attention-getting spectacle that is going on in our lives - the earth, wind, and fire which is often better known to us in the form of crisis, challenge or change - is not all there is.  That something, or rather Someone, who is beyond the current events of our lives, who desires to be known to us, to ground us, to speak to us, and to lead us into the next thing. That doesn’t mean that all of our questions get answered or all of our problems solved, but it does mean that we can move forward into the unknown with the assurance that God is there and that the next thing for us to do is always about love.

The invitation is out there, an invitation of encounter with the holy. God’s beckoning silence calls to each one of us - now and always. Hear and know that love. And the next thing to do? Be that love. 


Tuesday, June 18, 2019

Not a problem to solve. Trinity Sunday 6/16/19 The Rev. David M. Stoddart




John 16:12-15   Trinity Sunday

A great Catholic theologian named Karl Rahner once speculated, with sadness, that if we ever dropped the whole doctrine of the Trinity, many Christians would be entirely unaffected. It’s disheartening, to say the least, to think that one of the core beliefs of the Christian Church may be largely irrelevant to many of the Church’s members. I would never ask for a show of hands, but I wonder how people in our own congregation feel about this. Does the Trinity have an impact on our daily life and spirituality? Or are we, in effect, a bunch of Unitarians? Certainly I have listened to people treat the Trinity as a problem and a nuisance, something to be avoided or maybe just explained away. Instead of all this talk about Father, Son, and Holy Spirit, why can’t we just talk about God and be done with it?

Well, for one thing, the New Testament in general and Jesus in particular won’t let us. Trinitarian language abounds: we see it in both our Epistle and our Gospel today. Paul talks about experiencing the peace of God through Jesus Christ, and affirms that God’s love has been poured into our hearts through the Holy Spirit. And Jesus continually talks about his Father, as he does today, while also promising his followers that the Spirit will come and guide them. And our Prayer Book liturgy, reflecting Scripture, is filled with Trinitarian language as well: we baptize in the name of the Trinity; we pray to the Father through Jesus in the power of the Spirit; we continually make reference to three different Persons. Wouldn’t it be easier, wouldn’t be simpler, if we just talked about God and left out all this Father, Son, Spirit talk?

Well, it might be easier, I don’t know. But it would not be faithful, and it would not be true. And when all is said and done, the Trinity is not a problem to solve or a puzzle to figure out: it is a witness to the Truth. All human language about God is limited and metaphorical, but the heart of the Christian witness is that God is many and God is one. Ultimate Reality is diverse and it is unified. And in a fractured and divided world, our affirmation of God as Trinity is vital and relevant.

God’s love of diversity is apparent to anyone who is even half awake. Creation practically screams diversity, from the sands of the Sahara to the jungles of Sumatra. Scientists estimate that there some 8.7 million different species of life on earth, including 350,000 different kinds of beetles alone! And our own species, homo sapiens, by itself exhibits great diversity: different cultures, different practices, different languages — about 6,500 languages spoken right now on Earth. And every psychological tool from the Myers-Briggs Type Indicator to the Enneagram reveals a rich variety of temperaments and personalities. Everywhere we look, we cannot help but encounter diversity.

And yet there is this deep underlying unity to everything. All life is interdependent, forming one vast ecosystem which encompasses every form of life on one planet. And for all our diversity as people, we are all human. Since creation is the first revelation of God, and human beings are made in God’s image, we can affirm with awe that everything reflects God as Trinity, many and one, diverse and unified. This is the very nature of God reflected in the very nature of reality.

The Bible does not try to explain this, but simply affirms it and rejoices in it, from the very first chapters of Genesis where the one God uses the plural pronouns “us” and “our.” Jesus prays to his Father and breathes the Spirit, different from them and yet one with them. In First Corinthians, Paul affirms that people possess a wide variety of gifts, but all gifts come from the one Spirit; we are all distinct members of one Body. And throughout the New Testament, the great mystery resonates: we are not Christ, but it is Christ who lives in us — our spirit is the Holy Spirit. We are not God, but we are one with God.

And for God’s sake, let’s stop trying to explain this away or make logical sense out of it. Let’s instead embrace it and live it. Because, unfortunately, tribalism rules the day. Too many people do not rejoice in diversity and too many people do not see the essential unity of all things. We divide off into our own camps and factions, too often preferring to be with people who look like us, talk like us, vote like us, enjoy the same foods as us, root for the same teams as us. Clearly, many people are bothered by or afraid of differences. It is too easy to demonize the Other. And that is a perennial human problem: we see it around the world, in every nation, in every religion. Jesus encountered it in his earthly ministry: one of the reasons they killed him is that he kept loving others who were different, who didn’t belong to the right group. I’m not sure that he would fare much better today.

But because of him, we are here today affirming that Ultimate Reality is beautifully diverse and essentially one. Or as our collect puts it, we are acknowledging the glory of the Trinity while worshiping the Unity. And since all good theology should have a direct impact on our daily lives, our affirmation of God as Trinity should set us free to perceive God in all the rich diversity of God’s world. We should expect to encounter God not just in church but in a summer breeze or a moonlit night or a crowded elevator. And we should expect to see God not only in our closest friends, but even in our fiercest opponents. A dear friend of mine, who has since died, used to keep a terrible photo on his refrigerator. It was taken during a skirmish between Israeli and Palestinian forces, but the photo is of a non-combatant, a father wailing over the body of his little boy who had just been shot and killed in the crossfire. The photo is seared into my memory, and in the agony of that man’s face I did not see a Jew or a Palestinian: I saw a human.

We are all created by a Triune God and we all belong to that God and to each other. We are many and we are one. The Church of Jesus Christ is at its best when we offer witness to that great truth. The goal is not to eliminate all differences, but to embrace differences and encounter the unity that binds us all together, a unity of love whose source is a perfect Community we call Father, Son, and Spirit — Creator, Christ, and Sanctifier: three Persons, One God. One Love.

Monday, June 10, 2019

Calming the storm. The Rev. Deacon Lawrence J. Elliott


From Deacon Lawrence

Since April 2015, morning prayer has been part of my prayer, scripture, and worship life. We pray, read psalms and canticles, and scripture (Old Testament, Epistle, and Gospel). On Ash Wednesday 2018 we began to include Forward Day by Day. We read the scripture-related essay and the little bit at the bottom of the page, “Moving Forward.” It can be about gratitude, forgiving others, seeing Jesus on the sidewalk, and much more.
On Wednesday, May 23, our Gospel reading, from Luke, was the story of Jesus calming the storm and the Forward Day by Day writer gave us a poem. At the bottom of the page:
Moving Forward: Write your own poem about this familiar gospel story.
I took up the challenge and wrote this prose poem.

Perfect weather at the shore, yet
Half across, the sky darkened,
the wind blew,
the waves rose,
the boat rocked mightily.
But I was with friends, I was with Jesus.
We were OK.
With a ferocity I had not seen,
the storm grew,
the wind howled,
the waves crashed over our little boat.
Struggling with sail and oars and rudder,
we were fighting for our lives
against tons of water and unbearable wind.
We tried to steady our boat
but we could only fight to stay on board.
It was then that the gut-wrenching terror came:
I would die that day.
A wall of water would come that I could not defeat
and I would be gone—
carried away like a grain of sand on the shore.
I would see nothing
but water, debris, foam, and turbulence
hear nothing
but the sound of my own breath crushed from my body
feel nothing
but the burn of the water as I struggled to breathe.

When Jesus was born, the angels sang, “Fear not,”
but this is my death, not my birth, and I am very afraid.

I heard voices, Andrew and Peter, screaming for Jesus.
Where was he? Was he going to die with us?
No. There – in the bow – was Jesus. He was asleep.

We’re drowning and he’s asleep?
All we’ve been through and now,
we’re drowning and he’s asleep?
Anger replaced terror.
“What about me, Lord?”
“Save me Lord, I am afraid.”

He woke, banished the wind and calmed the sea.
How can this be? No one controls the wind and the sea.

My fear was just a moment gone
and I was full of nothing.
I did not know what happened.

I looked at Jesus as one might look at a leper,
trying to understand who and what this was.
My mind, my heart, could take in nothing—
nothing made sense.
I looked at Jesus, familiar yet unknown.
Who was this man?
Who was this Son of Man as he calls himself?
In a moment, my heart and mind cleared of my unknowing
and I was flooded with love from him.

But, “Where is your faith?” he asked.

My face burning with shame,
I looked away, looked to the deck.
He tried so hard to teach us
yet we never seemed to understand
what he was doing
and now I am ashamed.

I looked at Jesus, knowing nothing else to do
and saw the Son of Man
this Being beyond knowing.

He looked at me the way he does.
My eyes met his and I looked into eternity
though I did not know what that meant.
I know he sees my soul and all my brokenness,
and he loves me anyway.

He sees my brokenness,
and loves me anyway.

We reached the shore and began to walk with him
on this journey that began in a moment of acceptance,
going we know not where.

It matters not, because we are walking with him,
this Being so familiar yet so unknown.

I am full of questions about this man,
but they are as nothing,
because I love him,

because he loves me.