Thursday, February 9, 2017

Stand in the Muck. Weekly Reflection: Emily Rutledge

The past few months have been loud.  The past few weeks have been deafening.  I have read more blogs, listened to more podcasts, and digested more policy than this English & Education major ever imagined possible.  I feel full. 

I also feel enraged and heart-broken and sad.  Last Sunday David spoke from the pulpit about where we stand as a church.  We stand on the side of Jesus, on the side love, on the side of open borders and hearts, on the side of inviting.  In that place we also stand on the opposite side of fear.
 
Lately our country is ruled by fear.  Fear of the ‘other’.  Fear of invasion.  Fear of what is to come. 

I am not a theologian or a policy expert.  I spent the majority of my higher education reading old dead dude’s writing and learning about the inner workings of the middle school brain.  I have spent the entirety of my adult life watching too much reality TV, drinking lots of coffee, and online shopping.  The rest of my time has been spent with a bunch of ‘others’. I have sat in hospital rooms with rape survivors as they spoke to police officers and endured invasive evidence collection.  I have spent countless late nights on a survivor hotline talking to men and women living close to the pit of despair that looms near when you have survived trauma.  I have taught in classrooms with students who have no permanent home or guaranteed next meal.  I have ministered to gay and straight, trans and cis, rich and poor, white and brown students whose constant fear is failure (on a million different levels). 

All these experiences have taught me three things:
  • We are all broken people with a ridiculous capacity for love and healing.
  • What we long for above all else is to be seen.
  • When you judge someone you can’t love them. 
As Believers we are all across the board right now.  We each know we are right and everyone else is wrong and somehow we are getting the lines between politics and Jesus really blurred.  Jesus has become the tool we use to justify instead of the ruler we use to measure. 

Beyond policy and politics there are people.  People that, no matter what God they do or do not worship, no matter their gender or orientation or race or education, have worth.   Just as you and I do. 

Hear their story. 

Jesus spent his entire ministry seeing and loving others and their stories.   Jesus’ ministry of presence challenges us to do the one thing that makes us most uncomfortable.  Show up.  Hold space.  See someone. 

Fear is so deeply intertwined with the unknown they can be hard to untangle.  There is only one clear way to untangle it all… to face it.  Speak with the recent immigrant and hear the stories of their escape and life in a war-torn country.  Have coffee with the Trans woman and understand the agony of being afraid, tormented, and alone in a body that doesn’t mirror her heart or mind.  Sit with your brown friends and hear what they must teach their children about how to remain safe in the country they built; how to leave a traffic stop alive and walk home without incident.  Be present with the nurse who offers an emergency contraceptive to the girl sexually assaulted by a family member. 

Jesus, our great teacher, taught us this power time and time again.  With a woman at a well.  With strangers in a synagogue.  With friends at a table.  With prostitutes and religious leaders and believers and doubters alike.  Jesus was never afraid to stand in the midst of the muck, listen to another’s story, and then proclaim the simple truth of LOVE.  Jesus showed us to love someone we must see and validate them.  It becomes very hard to hate and cast away and write off another human once you have shared space and story together.

It’s our job, as followers of Jesus, to do the hard work.  To hold the space.  To be witness to the ways God loves and works through all people.  At our baptism we committed to ‘seek and serve Christ in all persons, loving our neighbor as ourselves’ and to ‘strive for justice and peace among all people, respecting the dignity of every human being’.   We are called in this moment to do the things Jesus needs us to do for the people Jesus loves.  There are a million excuses and reasons we can shy away from this awkward hard work but now is when we move past being people who show up on Sundays to sit together in a pretty building to being a radical community of love that transforms the world.  

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