Monday, May 21, 2018

Feeling the Spirit. May 20, 2018 The Rev. David M. Stoddart


  


John 15:26-27; 16:4b-15
Pentecost Day

I tell you the truth: it is to your advantage that I go away, for if I do not go away, the Advocate will not come to you.

Well, the disciples are clearly not buying that, and it’s no wonder they feel sad. Jesus is telling them that he is physically leaving them and they won’t see him anymore, but that somehow, because of some mysterious Advocate, they’re going to be better off as a result. Their teacher, their friend, their inspiration is going to disappear, and as they hear that hard news at the Last Supper, no promise of anything is really going to comfort them.

But Jesus never spoke a truer word. All the pageantry and hoopla of this special day, all the festivity of Pentecost, can only happen because Jesus physically went away. And to explain why, let me turn to that most influential work of modern theology known as Star Wars. In the very first Star Wars movie, Obi-Wan Kenobi is training Luke Skywalker to be a Jedi knight and to channel the power of the Force. Towards the end of the movie, Obi-Wan is dueling with Darth Vader, and as they fight, he yells to Vader that he can’t win, because if Vader strikes him down, he will become even more powerful than before. And right after he makes that mysterious statement, Luke comes running in. And when Obi-Wan sees that Luke has arrived, he holds up his lightsaber and stops fighting. Darth Vader instantly kills him, and Luke screams in horror. But, as Obi-Wan knew, it is the best thing that can happen to Luke, because he can no longer rely on Obi-Wan’s power or just observe the way that his mentor channels the Force: Luke now has to do it himself. Only then does he know the full power available to him.

I don’t know how you think of the Holy Spirit: As a divine force? A ghostly personage? An abstract concept? What I do know is that all four Gospels attest that the Spirit fills Jesus at the moment of his baptism, when God says, You are my beloved son and I am so pleased with you. In the Gospels, the Holy Spirit is the love which the Father has for the Son, the love which Jesus has for his Abba. Think about that. The Holy Spirit is connection, the Holy Spirit is intimate relationship, the Holy Spirit is love. But our job is not to observe this incredible closeness Jesus has with the One he addresses as Daddy, to look on from a distance and say, “Wow, that’s amazing!” Jesus does not command us to admire him. Jesus calls us to follow him. More than that, to be like him. More than that, to be one with him. The same loving intimacy he shares with his Abba he wants us to share in as well. So, yes, he needs to go away: only then can we have that same relationship ourselves. Only then can we experience the fullness of the Holy Spirit, who is the very essence of loving relationship.

This is why the Spirit, more than anything else, is the Great Connector, the One who makes us one with God and one with each other. Just look at that familiar reading from Acts. When the Spirit falls on those assembled disciples, they go out into the streets and burst into speech. But they are not speaking gibberish, they are speaking in the languages of everyone gathered in Jerusalem from all around the world. Language barriers simply disappear and walls crumble as the Holy Spirit of God turns a diverse and disparate crowd into a community. So staggering is that reality, so unlike our normal human divisiveness, that onlookers have no way to understand it or account for it: They must be drunk! But they’re not: they’re just fully alive and fully connected. They are, in short, filled with the Spirit.

And so are we. God is not stingy. When we were baptized, God did not give us a little bit of the Spirit. There is no such thing as a little bit of the Spirit. God poured out her whole self into each one of us, giving each one of us the fullness of the Spirit, though the language of ownership is not quite right. We don’t actually have or possess or control the Spirit: the Spirit moves through us, continually connecting us with God, with our deepest selves, and with the people around us. Really, the Spirit is God’s connecting love at work in our lives and in the world. Catherine LaCugna concludes her book God for Us: The Trinity and Christian Life with this sentence: “The very nature of God, therefore, is to seek out the deepest possible communion and friendship with every last creature on this earth.” That includes each and every one of us.

So, I imagine there are people sitting here right now who are thinking, “Well, I don’t feel the Spirit.” But if we are not feeling it, it’s not because the Spirit isn’t moving through us. The Spirit is actively present in every moment of our existence. But we are not always primed to feel that Presence: we are too often geared to feel cut-off and isolated, to be in competition or struggle with others. So we stifle the movement of the Spirit in our lives or we ignore it or we just fail to recognize it. Here’s what I suggest, and what helps me to be more alive to the Holy Spirit. You are perhaps familiar with the expression, “Don’t ask God to bless what you are doing. Do what God is blessing.” Well, what God is blessing is loving connection. Where in our lives are we feeling the desire and the drive to connect? That’s where the Spirit is blowing. Every impulse to pray, for example, is the work of the Holy Spirit. Every time we are moved to reach out in love to someone who is needy or hurting, that is the Spirit. When we try to bridge the chasms between races and religions and social classes and political parties, the Holy Spirit is blowing. If we want to feel the Spirit, then we need to move with the Spirit. And all the wonderful fruits of the Spirit, like love, joy, peace, and all those good things will come our way naturally when we just flow with the Spirit and do what the Spirit is blessing.

Not long ago I was visiting a homebound member of the parish who had long resisted having a Lay Eucharistic Visitor bring her Communion. But then finally she let down her guard and changed her mind. She’s been through a tough time recently, and I was checking in to see how she was doing. She was clearly not feeling well, but then she started talking about the person who now brings her Communion, and she lit up. She was so happy about that, and felt so thankful for that connection. And as I listened to her and saw her smile, I could feel the Spirit. In that relationship, she was experiencing God.

In countless ways, every day, the Holy Spirit is working to connect people with God and each other. During his earthly ministry, Jesus knew that and lived that with awesome results. And now he calls us to do the same. Because the same Spirit that moved through him with such power is moving through each one of us right now — tirelessly, relentlessly, endlessly seeking to connect.



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