Tuesday, March 12, 2019

Pulling closer to God. March 10, 2019 The Rev. Deacon Lawrence J. Elliott




Luke 4:1-13

Jesus was led by the Spirit in the wilderness. This is how Jesus prepared for his ministry. He’s just been baptized, the Holy Spirit descended in a form like a dove, and then, that Spirit led Jesus in the wilderness. No disciples, no crowds. No healings, no Peter’s mother-in-law, no raising the dead, no Lazarus. Instead, this time in the wilderness, eating nothing at all, being tested by the devil. Why this beginning? Why not ride the wave of, “You are my Son, the beloved,” go to Jerusalem and set things right? Why not select the disciples and begin to teach and heal? Luke doesn’t tell us much of why he is here. What he does tell us is that the devil was there, testing him, until, “the devil had finished every test.” This time of testing inspired Paul to write later, “For we do not have a high priest who is unable to sympathize with our weaknesses, but we have one who in every respect has been tested as we are, yet without sin” (Heb 5.15). In these 40 wilderness days Jesus experienced isolation, solitude, and loneliness; sorrow and joy; heat and cold; hunger and thirst, and learned empathy and compassion; temptation and obedience. He learned more deeply what it is to be human. He prepared for his ministry and the cross by becoming more like us.

Working with today’s Gospel this last week, I updated some things I thought I knew about this text:

First, there were more than 3 temptations:

Luke writes, “…where for forty days he was tempted by the devil.”

Second, that Jesus was not alone:

In Mark’s Gospel we read that, “the Spirit immediately drove him out into the wilderness,” drove him, as one might drive cattle.

But in Luke, Jesus is led by the Spirit in the wilderness. The Holy Spirit was with him, he was not alone.

And, the devil was there. I wonder how he showed up. As a red man with horns, barbed tail, and pitchfork? Probably not. Perhaps he showed up as temptation to break the fast. Jesus could have eaten locusts and wild honey, as John the Baptist did. Tempted to skip prayer time in order to sleep in, or give up after 5 days and go back into town.

And, third, I learned that the temptations were not over:

“When the devil had finished every test, he departed from him until an opportune time,” which might have come during the agony in the garden, or through Judas, or the Temple authorities, or with Peter at the time of his denial.

These 40 days in the wilderness for Jesus call to mind the 40 years in the wilderness for the Israelites where they were led by God to form them into a nation and into his people. Unlike Jesus, they did not fare well. Instead, they tested God. We read in Psalm 95

8 Harden not your hearts,
as your forebears did in the wilderness, *
at Meribah, and on that day at Massah,
when they tempted me.
9 They put me to the test, *
though they had seen my works.
And in Psalm 78:

19 They railed against God and said, *
“Can God set a table in the wilderness?
Is he able to give bread
or to provide meat for his people?”

27 God rained down flesh upon them like dust *
and wingèd birds like the sand of the sea.
29 So they ate and were well filled,   
30 But they did not stop their craving, *
though the food was still in their mouths.

For myself, I will admit that I have been tested many times and have not always come out on the side of “did not sin.” I spend too much to buy things that please me; I have that extra piece of chocolate—or any flavor—cake; I surf the Internet compulsively; I binge on Netflix; I surrender my life to my iPhone and play games on my iPad.

I’m good at saying “yes” when I should say “no” and “no” instead of “yes,” responding to the temptation to please someone else rather than do the right thing for me. All my self-centered responses consume my resources, my time, and my attention. When I’ll do anything to fill my quiet, how can I be with God? 

There are other temptations: to be impatient, angry, resentful, unloving, and uncaring. To be unsafe in the car, inconsiderate in being late. Giving in to them pulls me into a darker, meaner part of myself, with feelings I sometimes like. Honking my horn at a jerk can feel really good. Sitting in the familiar corner of depression—is like having a conversation with an old friend. Even though it hurts.

For all these, a simple question helps me know whether I’m doing the right thing: Does it pull me closer to God or away?

So, stories of disobedience from the Israelites—and me—and Luke’s telling of Jesus’s obedience, which he began by going into the wilderness.

Where do we go from here?

A few days ago—on Ash Wednesday—we turned to scripture and prayer.

From Isaiah we read:
“Why do we fast, but you do not see?
Why humble ourselves, but you do not notice?”
And from the prophet Joel:
“For the day of the Lord is coming, it is near—
a day of darkness and gloom,
a day of clouds and thick darkness!”
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    These prophetic messages and the remembrance of our willful sinfulness create an urge to see Ash Wednesday as all disobedience and mortality, doom and gloom.
But with God, we are never left without hope.

On Ash Wednesday we also read in Psalm 103: 
 1 Bless the Lord, O my soul,
3 He forgives all your sins
4 He redeems your life from the grave and crowns you with mercy and loving-kindness.
And from Paul:
We entreat you on behalf of Christ, be reconciled to God. For our sake he made him to be sin who knew no sin, so that in him we might become the righteousness of God.

The liturgy of Ash Wednesday helps us away from darkness.
·         First, from the Ash Wednesday collect: “Everlasting God, you hate nothing you have made and forgive the sins of all who are penitent” (Book of Common Prayer, p. 264).
·         Second, that we worship the God of all mercy, and obtain from Him perfect remission and forgiveness.
·         And, third, we are invited, in the name of the Church, to the observance of a holy Lent, by self-examination and repentance; by prayer, fasting, and self-denial; and by reading and meditating on God’s holy Word.

A wonderful invitation that comes every year and from which we can learn to move toward obedience, toward life, toward God. But how?

I turned to Google for a moment.

What Should I Give Up for Lent?: 50 Unique Ideas from EquippingGodlyWomen.com

ChristianityToday.com: What to Give Up for Lent? Consider Twitter’s Top 100

And popsugar.com a fitness site, tempts us with: The Calories You’ll Save Giving Up These 10
Foods For Lent

From the Twitter list and others of that sort—no surprises.

Facebook, Twitter & Social Media

Starbucks — with a suggestion to donate the money instead

A perennial favorite: Chocolate

Alcohol —a good idea for many

Fast Food and Junk Food

School & Homework

Lent

Religion

Also found some worthwhile suggestions:

Give up Worry

Gossip

Complaining

Swearing

And fear

BustedHalo.com lists:
1. Make a commitment to read the Sunday scriptures before Sunday.
2. Try a new spiritual practice.
3. Think about what you usually spend your money on.
4. Take something on — 40 days of letter writing, 40 acts of kindness, 40 phone calls to the important people in your life. 

In the 2015 “Pope Francis’ Guide to Lent,” the Pope’s bottom line was this: give up something for Lent only if it demonstrates compassion and enriches others. He preached the need for Lenten observances that don’t draw attention to the practitioner.[1]

I also found, “Lent would be an ideal time to step outside of your comfort zone and spend a little time attempting to understand those you consider the enemy.”[2]

And “Lent doesn’t have to be only about giving up something, it can also be about giving to others.

 Try volunteering, giving to the homeless or just being more conscious of those less fortunate.”

There are Lenten resources from the national Church, our Diocese, our Acorn newsletter, a Lenten Booklet (in the gathering hall).

ForwardMovement.org, offers Lent Madness, a lighthearted Saintly Smackdown, a way to learn about Saints of God from all ages (information in the gathering hall).

Richard Rohr offers a daily meditation, which I highly commend to you.

Links to all these and more are available in the Blog on the church’s website. 

So many options, of which these are only a few. It can be overwhelmingly difficult to make a choice. What can I choose in the next day or two before I forget all about it? To what can I really commit? What is my prayer life? Where are my growing edges? 

I’ve probably overwhelmed you with details and options, so before I end, I want to return to scripture, to Jesus’s forty days in the wilderness, his time of temptation in which he gave us an “example of his life,” and “his steadfast obedience, by which he overcame temptation.”[3]
We cannot match his obedience, nor live fully to the example of his life, but we can take up our cross and follow him. We can invite him into our lives and pray to enter his. We are human – as he was – we do what we can, though we can always strive for more. We can remember his ministry and take up the call to go into the world to love and serve the Lord.

Being a Christian is neither simple nor easy. It’s much more than just going to church on Sunday. We are called—in Lent and always—to move more deeply into our faith, our worship, our lives in the world, and our lives in Christ.

The Gospel reading for Ash Wednesday concludes, “For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.”

Where is your treasure?  Where is your heart? Stepping into the wilderness was an act of obedience for Jesus. Are you willing to step into your own wilderness, taking Jesus with you, as an act of obedience?

Let us pray…
God, we ask for your blessing during this Holy Season of Lent.
Give us the grace of your presence, your inspiration, and your call to a renewed life grounded in you. Amen[4]


[1] AJC.com, Atlanta Journal-Constitution
[2] From the Internet, source lost.
[3] The Book of Common Prayer, A General Thanksgiving, p. 836

[4] A Prayer for Observing a Holy Lent by Carl McColman https://www.patheos.com/blogs/carlmccolman/2017/03/prayer-observing-holy-lent/


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