Tuesday, April 30, 2019

It's not about us. April 28, 2019 The Rev. Kathleen M. Sturges




John 20:19-31, Acts 5:27-32

A man died and found himself at the Pearly Gates.  Peter was there and said, “Before you meet with God I thought I should tell you that we’ve looked at your life and we find that you haven’t done anything particularly good or bad over the years.  Honestly, we’re not sure exactly what to do with you.  Can you tell us anything that would help us in making a decision?”  The man thought for a moment and then replied, “Yeah, once when I was driving along I came upon a woman who was being harassed by a group of bikers.  I pulled over, got out my tire iron, and went up to the leader.  He was a big, muscular, hairy guy with a ring pierced through his nose.  Well, I tore that ring right out and told him that he and his gang better stop bothering this woman or they would have to deal with me.”  “I’m impressed.” responded Peter, “When did this happen?”  “Oh,” the man said, “about two minutes ago.”

That’s just one of many jokes about the Pearly Gates.  They’re all silly.  And I like silly, but what I don’t like about them is that most of them reinforce a theology of merit - that basically God works on a point system.  And by doing certain things in this life we either earn or lose God’s love, blessing, forgiveness, even entry into heaven.  That may be the way the world works - or at least claims to work - but that’s definitely not the way God works.  In fact, if we think that it’s all about us, what we do and what we earn, then we’ve missed the entire message of our Easter celebration.  For the good news is that it’s not about us.  It’s all about God.  How God in Christ became one of us.  How God lived among us.  How God died on a cross for us.  And then how God was raised from the dead so that we might have true and abundant life.  God did all of that because of love.  Not love that we earned but love that is freely given with no strings attached. 

Hear this: there is nothing we can do to make God love us more.  All the good things we do, the acts of love and kindness, generosity and justice, they are all wonderful.  But it doesn’t make God love any of us more than we are already loved.  And the opposite is true as well.  There is nothing that we can do that will make God love us less.  The bad things, the things we do in secret, the things that come from a place of self-centeredness, anger, bitterness, envy, pride - they’re nothing to celebrate and we are called to confess and repent of such things - but no matter what it is, what you’ve done or left undone, none of it makes God love you less than anyone else.

Each one of us is fully known and fully loved.  And it’s that love of God that draws us and frees us to become more fully human by giving ourselves away in love.  Which is what is going on in our reading from the Gospel of John.  It is Easter Sunday evening.  The disciples know that the tomb is empty.  Mary Magdalene has told them that she has seen the Lord.  But it’s too much to take in and they are afraid for their own safety.  So they gather at one house and lock the doors.  But somehow Jesus shows up.  That’s amazing in and of itself, but what I find even more remarkable is that when he is among his band of faint-hearted followers that he doesn’t condemn them.  He doesn’t seek to his well-deserved pound of flesh.  Just the opposite, what Jesus does is offer them undeserved, unearned, unmerited grace, love, and forgiveness.  “Peace be with you,” he says.  And then he shows them his hands and his sides to confirm that this is no illusion or a hallucination.   That he really is alive which means that Jesus’ story is not over nor is the disciples’ story over.  Again Jesus says, “Peace be with you,” but this time he continues, “As the Father has sent me, so I send you.”  Jesus is telling them that they cannot remain in the safety of their homes.  They are to go out - out into the world to take risks for the sake of love so that the whole world might hear and know the good news of God in Christ.

And we see them living this out in our reading from the Acts of the Apostles.  Peter, along with other followers, are no longer hiding behind closed doors.  They are living outside of their comfort zone.  Spreading the subversive news that Jesus lives - he’s been raised from the dead.  Now the powers that be are not pleased which lands Peter and others in jail.  But upon their release it’s clear they haven’t learned their lesson.  When they are brought before the high priest he says, “We gave you strict orders not to teach in this name, yet here you have filled Jerusalem with your teaching....”  To which Peter and the others simply respond, “We must obey God rather than any human authority.”

And that is what frightens all the powers of this world, that for us Christians our ultimate authority is not found on this earth, but in the Kingdom of God.  And because that ultimate authority calls us, even commands us, to love, to include, to support the well being of all persons, especially those who are on the margins of society, that means that sometimes we must work against other people and organizations that may have some claim of authority on our lives but are not acting in the way of love.  For Jesus sends us out from what feels safe and secure to live and work and serve in places that take us beyond our comfort zones.  We don’t do this in order to earn love.  We do this in response to love - letting the love of God that has been so graciously and abundantly poured into our lives flow out into the world.

So this time it’s a woman who died and met Peter at the Pearly Gates.  “Here’s how it works,” Peter began, “You need 100 points to get into heaven.  You tell me all the good things you’ve done and I’ll give you a certain number of points depending on how good it was.  When you reach 100 you’re in.  “Ok,” said the woman, “Well, first off, I was married to the same man for fifty years.”  “Oh, that’s wonderful,” Peter exclaimed, “that’s worth three points.”  “Only three?” said the woman.  “Well,” she continued, “I attended church all of my life.”  “Terrific!  That’s certainly worth a point,” noted Peter.  “Only one point?” she responded with a bit of anxiety in her voice.  “Ok, how about this, I started a soup kitchen in my community and volunteered at a shelter.”  “That fantastic!” replied St. Peter, “two more points.”  “Two points ?!?!” The woman cried out, “at this rate the only way I’ll get into heaven is by the grace of God!”  “Grace of God?” Peter responded, “Grace of God?  Now you’re talking.  Come right in!”

It’s not about us - it’s all about God.   Which is why we rejoice.  Alleluia!  Alleluia!

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