John
6:51-58
Two cannibals are eating a clown. One
turns to the other and says, “Does this taste funny to you?” Given what Jesus is saying in our gospel
reading this morning, I just couldn’t resist. Unless you eat the flesh of the Son of Man and drink his blood...Those
who eat my flesh and drink my blood...whoever eats me... It’s pretty
graphic language. No wonder the Jews found it hard to swallow! But it wasn’t
just the Jews. In the early years of the Church, one of the common charges
levied against Christians was cannibalism. And it’s easy to understand why with
all of Jesus’ talk.
But of course Jesus wasn’t speaking
literally. Although he was speaking truthfully. The bread and the wine which he
later identifies as his body and blood (Jn. 13:1–17:26, see also Mt. 26:17–30,
Mk. 14:12–26, Lk. 22:7–39) is a significant way, but certainly not the only
way, that we experience union with God in Christ. That is why the early Church
and the Episcopal Church believe that having communion, celebrating the
Eucharist is the primary and highest act of Christian worship. And also why we
do it not just once a quarter or once a month, but every single Sunday. Except
when we don’t...like during a pandemic.
So what was that like for you? Did you
miss the Eucharist? Was it any big deal when you finally received the body of
Christ after over a year? In the first few months of the pandemic, a priest
posted a similar question on Facebook, “How does it feel to go without the
Eucharist?” The comments poured in. Some people said that they missed the
Eucharist deeply, longing for it, as one man said, quoting a psalm, “more than
the watchman for the morning.” Another said that going without the Eucharist
was making this “one of the hardest times in my life.” Many expressed a longing
for the physical feel and comfort of the sacrament, as one put it: “to be
reminded in a physical way of the presence of God in taste, texture, and
smell.”
However, Episcopalians are a diverse
bunch so naturally there were plenty of others who expressed the opposite sentiment.
There was a group that said that they didn’t miss the Eucharist much at all.
Many confessed that what they really missed was being physically present in the
midst of a worshipping community. And some clergy said that even more than
receiving the Eucharist what they missed most was saying the familiar words of
the prayer and placing the bread into the hands of their people.
For some of us it may be difficult to put
into words what it is exactly that we missed about the Eucharist because the
whole experience is so wrapped up in mystery. As we gather and pray we give
thanks for all God has done and is doing (hence the word Eucharist which comes
from the Greek word meaning “Thanksgiving.”) And in the midst of giving thanks
we ask the Holy Spirit to sanctify the bread and wine and make it for us the
body and blood of Christ. Now the Episcopal Church doesn’t drill down on how
exactly the bread and wine are transformed, but the Church does proclaim that
once the elements are prayed over and the people say the Great “Amen,” they are
changed. We call it the 'Real Presence'
- that, somehow through the mystery and the power of the Holy Spirit,
Jesus is really present in the bread and the wine.
So when we consume the consecrated
elements we truly are doing what Jesus said - we are eating his flesh and
drinking his blood (although, for now, for everyone’s safety we are just
receiving the bread alone). The invitation to eat Christ’s body and blood is an
invitation not just to follow his way, but to actually take him into our very
selves, our souls, our bodies so that he may abide in us and we in him. It is
one of the most intimate acts of communion. And through that communion, that
eating of Christ, our souls are fed and we are transformed.
Behold what you are: become what you
receive. On occasion, those are the words we use to invite you to come forward
to receive the bread and wine. The words are ancient. Christians have heard
them throughout the centuries all the way back to St. Augustine in the 5th
century who proclaimed that as we receive the Eucharist we are mystically
transformed into the very Body of Christ, given for the world. For in the
broken bread and the wine outpoured we glimpse Christ’s body on the cross and
see the lengths to which God is willing to go for each and everyone of us - a
deep, fierce, passionate love beyond measure.
Every time we receive the Eucharist, we
are transformed a little more fully into the Body of Christ. In a tactile way
we become a little more in touch with who we really are. Beyond any titles or
labels, our successes, our failures, or even how we self identify, the deepest
truth of who we really are at our core is Beloved - God’s Beloved. Over and
over and over through the Holy Eucharist we get to abide in that divine love.
Divine love that fills us and flows through us so that we might become what we
receive, bread for the world. Lives that feed, nourish, and bless others.
Behold what you are: become what you receive. Those who eat my flesh and drink
my blood abide in me and I in them.
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