Wednesday, December 27, 2017

Your life is the manger. Christmas 2017. The Rev. Kathleen M. Sturges


Luke 2:1-20

We know better, but sometimes we just can’t help ourselves.  So many things conspire against us  this time of year.  Movies, music, art, cards are all work to stir up in us desire - desire for something that we can’t really have.  And even if we give into it, it only makes us miserable.  Nonetheless, it’s hard to resist that deep longing, that desperate fantasy… for the perfect Christmas.  It’s a fantasy that appears in various forms, but a standard one goes like this:

Snow falls gently to the ground around a home nestled in the woods.  The glow of warm light shining through the window showcases a large family gathered together caught up in the joy of their holiday celebrations.  The entire clan, grandparents, parents, aunts, uncles, and children are all attractive, well-dressed, and, no doubt, well-mannered.  Each one is either at the top of their class or advancing in their career or enjoying a comfortable retirement.  Not one among them is seriously ill or perpetually unemployed, mentally unbalanced or socially awkward.  And as these lovely people gather around the beautifully decorated table everyone enjoys the delicious feast with conversation full of laughter and love - every moment and morsel is savored.  Retiring then to the living room presents are opened patiently one by one.  Each gift is received with delight because, of course, it’s always the right size, color, and style.  And miracles never cease as no one bursts out in tears because they didn’t get what they wanted or they’re now jealous of someone else’s gift.  And without any prompting the children always remember to say thank you.  All of this, as the snow continues to fall creating a warm blanket for this cozy Christmas scene.

The big problem with this, or any other hoped-for fantasy Christmas that we harbor deep in our psyche, is that it never happens.  Sometimes instead of snow it rains, other times a beloved family member is missing or long-held hurts and resentments get stirred up or someone in the bunch acts entitled instead of grateful - anything is possible when people are gathered together, well-meaning people  who want to love each other, but struggle with their own flaws and hang-ups and insecurities.  The Christmas fantasy - that desire to live in a perfectly crafted world, even if it’s just for one day - rarely brings joy.  More often is frustration, disappointment, and emptiness.  Which may cause each one of us to wonder, “Is Christmas only for the perfect?”

The answer is found lying in the manger on that first Christmas.  Contrary to the numerous beautiful and serene depictions of the nativity, in truth the first Christmas, the real Christmas, was far from perfect.  Set in a time and place where people were suffering under the oppression of the Roman government - a government that required, regardless of personal circumstances, that Joseph and a very pregnant Mary travel roughly 100 miles for the privilege to be counted so that more taxes could be levied upon them.  Then after making the arduous trip and arriving in Bethlehem, their destination, no hot shower or soft bed greeted them.  In fact, there was no greeting at all.  A barn would have to do for a bedroom.  And as we well know, it was there that young Mary went into labor without the presence and support of the women in her family, giving birth on her own to her firstborn son.   

The situation was far from ideal.  In no way was it a fantasy Christmas.  Yet it is just such a place as this that God in Christ is born - not only willingly, but intentionally born into the imperfect set of circumstances that makes up real life on this earth. 

The Church’s celebration on this holy night is not just about marking a birth that occurred two thousand years ago.  The unexpected gift of Christmas is that we not only celebrate what happened one night a long, long time ago, but what God wants to happen this night and all the days and nights of your life - to be born and present the imperfect set of circumstances that makes up your real life on this earth.     

For that is where God is, where God is born and where God is found - not in any fantasy, but in the real, the ordinary, and the authentic places of life - not just once in Bethlehem but in all times and in all places.  Certainly in the joys, celebrations and thanksgivings of your life, Jesus is born.  But Jesus is born and present just as much in the sorrows and the losses, and the grief of life.  In our hopes and fears, in our successes and failures, in the times when we feel cherished and in the times when we feel abandoned - Jesus is being born.  Christ’s presence, love, and healing fills every aspect of your life - your real life.  That is the good news.  That is our gift.  Christmas is not at all for the perfect.  Christmas is for us, dare I say the imperfect, those of us who live and move and have our being in a world full of flaws - flaws that exist even after Jesus is born. 

As much as our desire may be to live the fantasy or at least to hope that Jesus being born in our lives might radically change our circumstances, it’s important to pay mind to the fact that before Jesus was born there were shepherds living in the fields, keeping watch over their flock by night and that after Jesus was born those same shepherds returned to living in the fields, keeping watch over their flock by night.  Jesus’ birth did not take the shepherds out of the fields or away from the sheep. Nor does Jesus’ birth does take us out of whatever field we are living in or from the sheep we are watching.  Whatever your reality, whatever makes up your imperfect world, that is where Jesus is being born. That is where God is very close and at work - healing, teaching, comforting, redeeming. 


Let go of the fantasy and let Christmas become real.  Your life is the manger in which God’s love and presence is being born tonight.  Open this gift and delight in it for it surely is the right size, color, and style just for you.  And that, as the angel proclaims, is indeed good news of great joy for all the people!

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