Monday, August 5, 2019

Experiencing a holy presence. July 28, 2019 The Rev. Kathleen M. Sturges



Luke 11:1-13

“Everyone who asks, receives, and everyone who searches, finds, and...everyone who knocks, the door will be opened.” So says Jesus this morning in our reading from the gospel of Luke. He’s talking about prayer. Yet as lovely as those words sound here in church, don’t we all secretly know that that doesn’t always square with our experience. Haven’t we all, at one time or another, asked for something in prayer and not received, searched and not found, knocked and the door has remained shut. Sure there are times when we have not asked wisely and so God’s loving response to such requests is no. But countless other times we have offered prayers that are in harmony with God’s will - for Scripture tells us that God desires that everyone be healed and made whole, that justice prevail, and divisions cease. Yet the reality is that even today as we pray millions suffer, injustices exist, and violence rages on.

Prayer. It’s at the heart of Christian life and also can be the heart of Christian frustration, misunderstanding, and pain. So what are we to do? How are we to make sense of it? Well, some say that the reason a prayer isn’t answered is because a person didn’t pray hard enough or didn’t have enough faith. Others suggest that the prayer must have been asking for the wrong thing or asked in the wrong way. Explanations like these suggest in one way or another God deemed the one who prayed inadequate. That’s, at the very least, troubling. And then there are the platitudes like, “God has something better in store for you” or “Everything happens for a reason” which only serves to minimize the current need, suffering or distress that someone is experiencing in the moment. Too many times I have sat with someone who has been wounded by a person’s well-meaning but feeble attempt to explain prayer and the ways of God. My advice? Hold your tongue. And just be with someone so that they know they are not alone.

“Lord, teach us to pray,” is the request of one of Jesus’ disciples. More than likely than not he, along with the rest of the disciples, struggled the way we all do with seemingly unanswered prayers. Now it’s hard for us to know what exactly he was hoping to hear, but instead answering with some kind of explanation about prayer or a how-to guide, Jesus offers an invitation - an invitation to relationship with God - God as father. Now for all the difficulties this gendered language can carry Jesus uses the term “Father” to communicate intimate care. Before anything else what Jesus wants his disciples to know about prayer is that it begins with the God who is in loving relationship with us. And because that is our starting place it’s safe then to pour out our hearts. To ask for what we need, our daily bread. To pray for God’s will in this world, your kingdom come. To be in right relationship with others, forgiveness. And to save us from hardships, do not bring us to the time of trial. God desires that we share what is on our hearts and in our minds because that’s what you do when you are in a relationship with someone.

Now this relationship we have with God is personal and intimate, but it is also communal. Prayer is not just something we do by ourselves, one-on-one with God. Prayer is also something we do with others. I mean, what do you think we are doing here? We come to church for many reasons, but one of them is to pray together. And when you get this many people together at one time no doubt there is someone here who is hurting while someone else is full of hope. There’s at least one person right now who feels desperate or lost while another is brimming of faith. Some are just going through the motions. While others are keenly aware of the Spirit’s presence. Together we make up all sorts and conditions. And that’s exactly why we need each other. In those times when all that we can do is just get ourselves to church, the community then can hold us and pray for us as a body when we aren’t able to do it alone. For we pray to Our Father, not My Father. (And I just want to point out that I realize that our English translation begins simply with “Father,” but the Greek actually reads “Father of us” - so it really is Our Father. Meaning that when we pray we draw close not only to God but to one another.

Yet even with that understanding we can still struggle with prayers that seem to go unanswered. Whatever the reason is for that, let me assure you it’s not about us. We do not hold a magic key that unlocks the power of God to do as we ask. God does or does not answer prayer because one person says just the right combination of words or has more faith or recruits more people to pray or is in some way a better person. No. The key to prayer is God. God who is good. God who desires, even more than a parent with child, to give good gifts. If you then, who are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will the heavenly Father give the Holy Spirit to those who ask him!

Notice though that Jesus isn’t saying that every time we ask, search or knock God will give us exactly what we have in mind. Rather what Jesus is saying is that God will always give us God’s highest gift - the gift of God’s very self, God’s Holy Spirit. Because prayer is ultimately not about getting some thing from God, but knowing some one who is God - it’s about relationship and experiencing a holy presence. Which means that there is ever only one answer to our prayers and that is God. When we pray God always says yes. But God’s yes means that God is always offering His life, Her life to us and to those for whom we pray. The rub comes when that’s not the answer we want. At least I know for me that’s not often what I’m looking for. I want God to do something. To change something. To make something or someone right or better in the way I think right and better should be. And, yes, God does sometimes intervene to change circumstances in ways that pleases us. When that happens we say that our prayers were answered. But make no mistake, whether or not the outcome to a certain situation is as we wanted God still answers our prayers with yes. God’s yes. The yes of God’s life and spirit flowing in us and through us. Sustaining us, strengthening us, empowering us, comforting us no matter the circumstances. On my best days that sounds like really good news to me. But there are times when it just doesn’t feel like enough. And when that is so I say, “Lord, teach me to pray” - trusting that because all of our lives is rooted in a loving relationship that Jesus stands ready not only to answer that prayer, but to show all of us the way.
           


           

No comments:

Post a Comment